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Feminized By My Discord Server
🕑 Added 2022-01-19 02:42:42 +0000 UTCThis is not at all autobiographical lol, more just a shitpost.
Sean--for no reason in particular--read a lot of these online stories where a guy got magically turned into a girl, or had to crossdress because of implausible circumstances, or just chose to transition. He just got a warm fuzzy feeling from reading some of those, and a boner from others. It was just generally wholesome and sexy if someone discovered a way to be happier and more fulfilled as a woman, right? Anyone would be into that.
He had started to write a number of those kinds of stories himself. He didn’t think they were that great but some people seemed to like them. One day, checking his messages on a story hosting site, he saw someone had sent him a link to join a Discord server, called “Secret TG Lair.”. Owo, what was this?! He immediately clicked and joined.
The server generally seemed pretty cool. People complimented each other’s stories and gave helpful feedback. Occasionally there was drama, but when isn’t that true on the internet? However, he did start to feel a little weird about one thing: for some reason, almost everyone on the server was trans! It made Sean feel a little bit out of place.
Like many people, his Discord profile pic was an anime girl, and when asked about pronouns he asked for the “she/her” role. After all, this server was all about TG! It was the perfect place for him to RP as a woman, like he was one of his own characters. At first he thought others were doing the same, but soon he started to realize, based on photos and personal details that people sent, that many of them were girls or nonbinary FOR REAL!
“Wow,”, he thought. “I never knew you could just do that in real life. Just decide one day to become a girl and then do it. Why are people so interested in magic and forced fem when this stuff is just real?”
Thinking about it more, he felt his older stories were held back by a lack of realism. Too much coincidence and mysticism undermined their believability. “I’ll write the ultimate TG story, about someone who just uses modern medical science and cosmetics and clothes to become a girl!”
But when he sat down to start writing, he realized he didn’t actually know very much about that experience. He tried to look stuff up online, but found a lot of confusing, conflicting accounts! Some people said hormones were great, while others said they made you cry a lot and destroyed your sex drive. Some people said trans women needed to wear makeup and practice their voice, movement, and posture a lot in order to pass, while others said that whatever you wanted to do was valid and people would probably see you as a woman if you just wore girl clothes and had a girl haircut and took hormones for a while.
Clearly, there was only one way to clear up this confusion and conduct truly objective, targeted research. Sean went online and booked an appointment with his doctor.
“Hi, I want to try transitioning and becoming a girl.” After the doctor asked about how long he had had these thoughts, Sean said “I’ve thought about boys becoming girls basically my whole life. I’ve just found the idea really fascinating and appealing, and I want to get closer to that.” Technically, it was all true!
After a blood test and some paperwork, the doctor prescribed Sean hormones. It was so easy! He picked them up from the pharmacy and started taking them right away.
The next day, Sean started online shopping and bought a bunch of clothes and makeup. Once the big shipment arrived, he started dressing as a girl around the house. He thought he actually looked pretty good! Just like a character in one of his stories!
He sent some photos of himself to the Discord and felt happy when people said he looked cute. One of them even said he was a cute girl!
After years on hormones and eventually living as a woman, changing her pronouns and her legal name, Siobhan was finally ready to write the ultimate TG story!
“There was a boy and he was kinda sad and numb. Then he decided to become a girl, and did, and was happy! The End.”
