Bleh
🕑 Added 2025-01-27 13:42:06 +0000 UTCHello you beautiful people and other such things. This is another sort of blog-y post; but good new’s is that my taxes are all done and I can stop worrying about doing it and move on to worrying about if I did it right and if the tax police are going to unexpectedly come round to repossess my arse and titties or whatever they do.
Honestly I’m still quite blown out by the whole affair and I would start writing about it but I doubt you want to read about my struggle to force myself to do something both painfully boring yet terrifyingly high stakes. It could be the theme for some kind of indie horror film though now I think about it, it could be called “Tedium” and feature a protagonist who must complete a series of increasingly boring tasks while an un-seen and unspeakable entity leans over them, instantly punishing any sign of distraction with violent and shocking retribution. I’d definitely watch the first 10 minutes of a film like that on Netflix then get distracted and switch to something else.
So, what else has been going on? I made my bedroom nice finally; that’s not very interesting but I have taken some nice photos in there. Uhh, I tried drawing again after taking a huge break but I got bad feelings and I haven’t been able to finish anything much more than a doodle… I’m trying to eat healthy but I had a Great White tier shark week and only burgers and butter could stop me from doing the murders… Oh and Bonnie (My cat) got an eye injury and TB dropped everything he was doing right away to take her to the vets like a good Cat step-daddy. He’s a sweet-heart. I had a shower! Call me a good girl for washing!
Tell me what’s going on with you. I know I suck at replying to comments but I do read them all and I love hearing about your lives, anyway, LOVE YOU XOXO
Comments
Eric James
I’m still looking forward to the illustrated story of Alice. (You, not Lewis Carrol’s character. ) Write what you’re feeling. Sexy isn’t required. Just honesty.
John Kasper
Lol internet dudes never disappoint, creepy comments are always interesting and entertaining....until they're not. Sorry people can't just enjoy your content without being...people.
Rylan Mac
I where a striped shirt to bed ha what are the odds of that
Richard
Wish you were taller or the mirror was lower.. lol
Rylan Mac
You look Amazing Alice bro
Johnathan Tomkins
Oh the trauma of a tax rebate - good luck with that
David Verry
Alice do you wear your glasses in the shower?
John Kasper
Working on a new song at the moment. Writing helps quiet the noise in my head so I can relax and not be so on edge. Guitar does the same, I feel like the only moments I don't hope for deaths sweet release is while I'm playing guitar and Writing. I'm tired boss....I hope when death does find me it promises "Here there is quiet, here you can rest."
Alex
In so many ways. Beautifully talented, creative in the next level and brutally honest. That's just for starters. There's more. I'm familiar with so much of the mental health you speak of. I've been there myself. It's nice to "see" you doing better today. I'd pay you (and sadly Patreon) just as my feeble measure of support for you. Have I said enough? ;) Probably. Always here to listen.
Alex
You're a good girl.
Adam
Currently on the countdown to my last few months in the British army. Both exciting and nerve wracking at the same time