Elle Rose
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Aliens built the pyramids
🕑 Added 2023-02-17 05:55:53 +0000 UTCHe holds me like I mean something without me doing anything.
I feel the only kind of peace I feel when I am held by a valley looking out on the waves.
Words are like encrypted hieroglyphs on the pyramids
We don't even try to make sense of them now, all we do is marvel.
I know that he's just here to play with me
But I can imagine that my name meanS the world to him or maybe a couple pyramids.
He's won the game already, walked off with my heart already, and I've already spent Half 1000,000 lifetimes trying to get it back inside me.
I don't know him from a past life, I don't know that look in his eyes, it isn't familiar, but it holds me like the future.
If he is an alien, I hope he ties me up and makes me his slave
I hope I'm nothing more than another little bitch to him
I hope he forgets about me when he's fucking other women.
I hope he looks into my eyes and stays wide awake creating and obsessively channeling inspiration
I hope he falls asleep in the middle of the day
With me in his lap
Like a large piece of rose quartz
Warming to his touch.
I hope he never reads this, and I hope he never laughs when he reads this.
I hope he thinks this whole time I'm pretending to fall in love with him,
So that when he walks away
I can convince myself that's the truth.
I go through life learning to let go
Before I have even held on properly.
So I cry now before you take your leave
So that when it happens all I will do is breathe
And you'll think that somethings wrong with me.
It's some kind of curse, or some type of spell, to sit here and imagine how this will go to hell
To let myself fantasize
But whenever I hear you or see your face
I know it's impossible to replace
This feeling
Makes me old and new.
I'll play and I'll play until the play just stops
I'll love and I'll love until my heart just drops
Straight from your hands and I'll catch it as I planned, put it somewhere it can beat less fearfully.
Or maybe you'll just hold me. Hold me. Hold me.
Maybe you'll just hold me.
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mit_dav
Wow
