SinfulDegen
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Important Announcement.
🕑 Added 2025-08-20 03:03:59 +0000 UTCI'll be on a hiatus for a bit. For however long I don't know but I will be suspending all payments and activities until I return. If you wish to cancel now do so because I won't know if Patreon will automatically enable them or when I'll be back. As to why I'm going away simple. I'm not liking my animations progression. I want to make this a full-time thing, but I have to work a 9-5 very physical job just to make ends meet irl and as you guess this is taking so much of my time and energy, I become too exhausted to work on renders and animations. Don't misunderstand this. I thank you all who supported me up until this point. Whether you paid for one of the tiers or not, having you here is all I really ever wanted. But the reality is my animations skills are not good enough to make this a full-time job, and it shows. I'm also battling some mental problems that is also greatly hindering my motivation to do animations. Another problem I had is that looking at other animations and comparing mine is giving me a horrible case of imposter syndrome. Gets me asking myself what I am doing wrong and why does my stuff looks so much worst compared to this person. it's getting to me. Along with that seeing people cancel their membership in droves here are also bothering me even though I truly thank them for supporting me even a little. It's not the oh no I need their money case. Its oh no am I not posting enough? Is it because my animations are style dull and boring. Gets me thinking I'm not going to make it as full-time animator and if that's the case they are 100 percent right to cancel like you guys can. I'm not happy with what I'm making so I'm taking this time to do something about it. During my hiatus I will be studying every day to get better at this art. I will come back stronger and better with the 12 principles than before, but I need to stop worrying about the extra stuff and focus solely on this. All in all, things are going wrong in my life that I can't continue to work like this. But I'm not throwing the towel in yet! I will be seeking out some mental help as well to get to the bottom of my lack of motivation in life. With that sinfuldegen is logging off and I'll catch y'all later! Much love❤️
P.S I got one animation that's in the works for sound so I'll still post that but after that then I will be going on a break. Also here is a WIP of the Stelle X sparkle animation I've been working on for a month. It's free for all tiers until I get back to it!
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Prieto en aprietos
Maldita sea, descubri muy tarde tu contenido y cuando recién me entero te desconectaras un tiempo, ánimo que si o si me compraré tu suscripción cuando regreses, o si puedo desde ya para que sea un incentivo para ti
Chickennugs
sucks to see that ur feeling like this, but its good to see that you're going to do some therapy as well which is the first step to feeling better about yourself :). I really like ur work now and look forward to seeing what its like when you return
